i don't like not having control.
i don't like feeling things and not having control over why i'm feeling them.
it's terrifying to think something other than my mind is in control.
i don't like being dependent on these little white capsules.
i don't like the lows, oh i really don't like the lows.
i don't like breaking down.
what the fuck happened to my brain this year,
and will i ever be normal again?
is there such a thing as normal?
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