keys to the ivy league

i am crying.

an entry made from a line from each song on my sad playlist:

two a.m. and i'm still awake, writing a song, if i get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me, threat'nin' the life it belongs to.
come on in, i've got to tell you what a state i'm in,
if you want i'll keep on crying.
don't say a word, my head ain't feeling right, stay where you belong inside,
doc there's a hole where something was,
i cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight, i need somebody and always,
the way that i feel tonight, so down, so down, i pray i can swim just so i won't drown,
my bones ache, my skin feels cold and I'm getting so tired and so old, 
i don't wanna feel this low again.
i'm alive but i'm losing all my drive,
i have seen the others and i have discovered that this fight is not worth fighting.
i'm not better on my own,
never thought i'd be the one to burn,
where do you go, with your broken heart in tow? what do you do, with the left over you?how many times can i break till i shatter?
i'll be fine, i swear. i'm just gone beyond repair.
well, i'm thinking of the worst things that i could say to you, but a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore,
well i thought that we could sit around and talk for hours about things i couldn't say to you and things that we could never do,
god, i miss those songs we used to sing, talking like getting away would be the greatest thing.
i just want you to be love,
by my side, you'll never be, by my side, you'll never be,
all of your ways and all your thunder, get me in a haze running for cover, where we gonna go from here?
i was yours, right?
wait, they don't love you like i love you.
she is living in and out of tune,
dropping little reels of tape to remind me that i'm alone,
where the doors are moaning all day long,
si lo so che non c’è luce,
it's not forever we can fool around in the dark,
i think i need a sunrise; i'm tired of the sunset.
cause i know i'm good for something, i just haven't found it yet and i need it,
it falls from the skies when you don't know what you're looking to find,and no, i'm not the one to blame, it's you, or is it me?
i swam across, i jumped across for you, oh, what a thing to do.
it doesn't feel right holding someone else's hand, 
there goes my ring, it might as well have been shattered,
when you go, and would you even turn to say, i don't love you like i did yesterday
sing me something soft, sad and delicate, or loud and out of key, sing me anything.
i know you'll help us when you're feeling better, and we realize that it might not be for a long, long time,
even the best fall down sometimes,
i guess we all need help, yeah, i need help,
all i want is to find an easier way to get out of our little heads,
lonely rivers sigh "wait for me, wait for me," i'll be coming home, wait for me.
the show goes on, i have to go,
i wanna break every clock, the hands of time could never move again
the broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight,

so hang on, it's gonna be a hard day,
you'll be fine tomorrow, the sun will rise again.