keys to the ivy league

it's creative frustration as well. unless you're specifically taking an art class, this place will suck your creativity dry. which is really sad. i'm in a school full of handraisers and question askers, but when you ask them to create something beautiful, they shudder in fear. i think something needs to be changed a bit here.

so today, i had my 3rd exam out of four. it went okay, i guess. i didn't fail.
afterwards, of course i didn't feel like studying for my exam on friday. of course.
but i was feeling quite frustrated and suppressed. my sexual tension has been building up since last weekend, along with the compounding creative frustration. it was like a large monstrous beast dwelling inside me, and today, that creative monster decided to finally force its way out where i couldn't think of doing anything but somehow creating artwork.

funny how creativity can take hold of you just like sex can.

so, lacking space and materials and patience for painting of any sort, i decided to draw. i took out my mechanical pencil and my computer paper and looked on deviantart for something i might be able to draw. here's where that buildup of eroticism from saturday night came out. i decided i wanted to draw a nude. i'd never done a nude before. so i clicked on artistic nudes and picked one out to draw.

i have never had any formal drawing training. i've never had any formal art training. i just get that urge sometimes to create, even if the product kind of sucks.

so i drew this naked chick. her right arm is fucked all to hell, and she's shaded weird, but i kind of like her. she's hot.

and she's good at relieving my...tension. =]